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been feeling great lately. for no particular reason really, which i think is always the best way.

although, this afternoon i became a little emotional and had a bit of a teary to karen, as it turns out my two crushes seem to like eachother... sounds stupid to get all worked up about when i say it like that, but i did none the less. i found myself liking the guy (the guy i see at 'the depot') a lot and have become friends with both the guy and girl, so ive actually encouraged their pairing... stupid me... but they would make a beautiful and hott couple. karen says i was probably mostly upset because i was feeling frustrated and shes right. they both work at woolies with me, hes taking a month off work so hopefully not seeing him all the time will let me cool off or something. i found out shes going to nine inch nails too, so shes trying to get a standing ticket with me, looking very forward to it. itll be awesome to see trent reznor, looking fine at 40.

uni in full swing this week, yesterday was a long one, i was dreading it but turns out its a great bunch of classes for the day. i really like my tutors, which is incredibly important i think and they are small tutorial groups so i feel much more confident. i felt lazy over the holidays, a good type of lazy, more relaxed but i think now im ready for uni to begin. its a buzz to be busy, i havent been spending time on the computer which is kind of liberating, spending more time with friends and quality me time= much healthier life. tried doing a body step class, really really not doing that again. dont know what i was thinking... you have to be ultra cordinated, its like integral to the class, im not, so it was hell and mayhem for me.

i went out on saturday night, twas quiet in the depot, but its much better that way. i mentioned a while back in a post about why i love dancing... in a lecture yesterday there was a quote that spoke more of how i feel about it "through its merging of spiritual and pysical control, dance is belived to have the power to transport both dancer and viewer to a new place"- Astri Wright

"think not of it, sweet one" by keats is one of the poems that i am just loving at the moment, its touching. my favourite stanza (??) is this one...

Still so pale? then, dearest, weep;

Weep, I’ll count the tears,

And each one shall be a bliss

For thee in after years.

its soo gorgeous, how this person wants to make everything perfect for their loved one. there is not much more personally fufilling and satisfying than helping another be happy i think.

also, woohooo! enough tax return for bali! yay. im very happy about that, itll be so wonderful to go finally and see my relatives after soo long and relax and get some work experience done at the television station.

wow this is soo much like a journal entry.

Sagittarius 23-November to 21-December Week of 23 July: The Sun scoots into lavish Leo, conjoining Saturn, planet of Realism. Is a chrono-check apt? As the conjunction between your ruler Jupiter & Moon's Node is still active, the Past teases your mind. Ideally, you grab what you want and 'flee forward.' The Leo atmosphere is inspirational & Sagg-favourable. From Thurs, Mars into the Day Job sector trines Venus: You're able to move rapidly ahead chez work by (gasp!) being Yourself. In love? Less angsty gab - more intuition.